Prepping my heart for dropping my son off at college

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I’m not in denial. I don’t think. People ask me if I’m OK that my first born just graduated from high school and is headed to college in a few weeks. 
I’m happy for him.This is where he belongs. 
His journey, though bumpy with heartache at times, was a blessed one.
He made great things happen in his life. My husband and I guided and helped, but my son’s hard work, determination and focus got him here - earned him special graduation accolades - earned him entrance into Cal Poly SLO. With nearly 11,000 4.0 students turned away this season, he sure has a lot to be proud of! 
My heart is full of pride. I’m also a bit scared of an emptiness I’ll feel when we come home after dropping him off at school. I don’t want our other son to feel disregarded or loved any less. I know I’ll feel the same emptiness when he leaves. I just love my guys! They enrich my life so much! I’m always learning with them, expanding my musical horizons, and laughing. Our life was great together! OK, I’m tearing up now. 
I got to have this GREAT boy for 18 years. And now, I need to share him with the big world. And, frankly World, you are so lucky to get him!

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